I’m genuinely tired of stuff like this following me. This isn’t fun anymore and far to hard to just ignore anymore. I don’t know if you have ever repeatedly been judged by people you like and in turn believed liked you, but it hurts. Feels like someone is spitting in your face, kicking you when you’re down, you know all that stuff that means they have no respect for you and couldn’t care less that you are a human being with feelings just like they are.
I would just leave this community and go find another but all of you are somewhere else I would go and I just can’t deal with thinking everyone is in talks about me, constantly judging me. I really try not to do that to anyone, even if they say or do something I disagree with I know I’m doing the same to them at some point so why hate you over something so trivial. Not a single person likes to be judged or told something about themselves they know isn’t true. I’ll never cease to find it interesting how easy it is for people to do it to others though.
I knew a life before this, I’ll know a life after it. Thanks to those of you that were kind, didn’t judge me constantly or talk about me behind my back. I still wish the best for those of you that did judge/hate me from the beginning. People are people no matter what and I wouldn’t have expected you to act any different.
I’m going to go hug and say I love you to everyone I know that has treated me like person. After months of this I know that they really deserve it.